I have had recurring nightmares of feeling being dead, yet when I woke up, I was able to wonder why I wasn't dead because I missed something vital to my life. It is difficult to explain because I could not remember what it was but similar to 'not supposed to look and if I do, I will die and yet I looked!'; or 'I had to alternate between two actions, again life threatening, and I missed it!' It was so real that I actually jumped out of bed to make sure I was still alive! Now, 'Dead Man Walking' seems to fit the bill. Could be something troubling my subconscious mind.
So it was, with a surreal state of mind, I had to remind myself that I have promised to go to KLIA on Thursday to fetch my daughter coming back from Norway. Yet, in her email, twice she mentioned Friday without me realizing. It was a good job I am still alert enough to check with her. Sure enough, she had changed the date to a day later and forgot about mentioning it to me. Well, I have had a bad experience before when I actually went to KLIA and waited in vain for Cheng coming back from Holland! She had informed me about having changed the date to a day later, but when I checked the details before I left home, I looked at the old schedule! Just imagine my disappointment and anxiety then.
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